I want you.
No doubt I want you.
Even though you are poison
and quick
and soothing – sometimes.
I want you to come to me;
be with me;
come be inside of me and take me over this terrible ordeal!
I need you like a hole in the head,
but I want you vastly more.
G. M. Goodwin
Playing Fair and Being Kind 
Well said. Been there and done that. May I suggest that you run away? 😉
LOL!
Well, I’m grateful it is a long-ago poem and truly out of gas.